Sunday, July 17, 2011

Inspiration

Ever since My Aunt Nancy gave me a Canvas board the size of my bed (just kidding it is a little larger then a poster board) I have always wanted to create a master piece on it... from one of my favorite songs by one of my favorite bands... Trans-Siberian Orchestra, The song is called "Sparks."

This song has touched me from the time I first heard it. Then I read the story that came with it, and that was amazing as well. The story starts off with a young girl who walks down to the beach where a man was building a sandcastle near a bonfire. She asked him why he was there and he said it was a long story.

The young girl helps with the sand castle; when the sandcastle is finished they stand back looking at the castle while the sparks from the bonfire are flying over the castle on their way out to sea. He talks about wanting to travel all over the world and how it is hard for him to do such a thing in one lifetime, but he once hears that if you touch the waters of the ocean you can touch all the world.


"Well, I want to visit all the places on earth, which of course is impossible, especially for a person with limited financial resources. But a friend I once had, told me that when you touch the ocean, you touch the entire world. For the oceans touch the entire earth. Every continent, every island, large and small, every inlet and peninsula and through all the rivers and streams that empty into these oceans, they also reach deep into the largest bodies of land."

The man then picked up a handful of water and reaching out placed it in the hand of the child. "Imagine how many drops are in just this small handful of water. Now, only a short while ago, one of those drops was on the shore of the Baltic Sea, and that one was in the Sea of Japan and the one next to it came from atop the Andes Mountains, down the Maranon and Amazon Rivers, across Peru and Brazil, until it reached the Atlantic Ocean."


"And right there," he said pointing to a corner of her hand, "is one of my favorites, for it has taken the longest journey. It originally came from the eyes of the Egyptian Queen, Cleopatra, as she held her child from Julius Caesar and realized that she would never see the great Roman leader again. It fell from her eye, down her cheek and into the Nile where it passed the Temples of Memphis and Luxor, the Pyramids of Giza and the ever-patient gaze of the Great Sphinx before entering the Mediterranean. From there, it visited the harbors of Alexandria, Athens and Rome before slipping through the Straits of Gibraltar, where it continued its journey for over two millennium, before it ended up here, in your hands."

( http://trans-siberian.com/lyrics_story/night_castle_lyrics-03.php )


He begins his story in New York City, where a a dealer watches as an Army man walked down 42nd street. Thew a crowd he sees a women, their eyes meet and neither one knows how to talk to each other. They walk to a shop window where their eyes meet again in the glass. They exchange a smile and a glance. She beings to walk away, but before she gets to far away he turns and gave her his number.

The dealer walks up to him and says "Man, what is your problem soldier? I thought you were never going to ask her out!" The dealer then said that even he could tell they were meant to be, and that it was torture watching him almost let that magic slip from his life. The soldier asked "What exactly is it you think you saw?" The Dealer replied "On this street, my kingdom, my world, I see everything. I saw you, I saw her, I saw what could be and I saw SPARKS"

At this point you would listen to the song. Anyway the reason I picked this song was because Its romantic with a mix of Rock n' Roll and Classical. Then when I read the story and the part with the little girl and the sand castle with the sparks was amazing... adding the rest of the story and the music you get one hell of a performance.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Party at Party Galaxy

Have you ever been into party galaxy and not tried on a hat... or posed next to a cardboard SUPERSTAR...
Well my sister and I went to Party Galaxy to look for a card for her boyfriend's birthday... We found one alright:

We thought it was going to be a quick "get a card and leave" kind of thing... After 30 min. of looking at the different varieties of cards we found one... of course we had to read almost every funny card there... We couldn't give him the card talking about being "over the hill" and cards talking about being old and past your "prime." Then we saw the one that said "Money Inside" *open card* "Sucker outside"... and much more with the similar sayings. Then I skipped past the ones With Hot Male or Female figures on the front "bewitching the mind, ensnaring the senses" (Snape). We found one that wasn't meant for people under the age of 10 that was equally Tasteful and very humorous.

I walked a little father to listen to the cards with music and found: "I like to move it, move it" and "I will survive, as long as I know how to love, I know I will stay alive". With all the dancing I bumped into a very handsome man, I looked at his face his red shaggy hair was hanging in his face, which was a complete disaster... but oddly enough it made him a tad bit more... Dot Dot Dot!!! I was staring at a Life Size, Cardboard, Ron Weasley, I would like to Personally believe he had "been to hell and back" that is why he looked the way he did.
I looked to my right and saw Draco Malfoy and I must say I think if you color the bleach blond hair he would be equally handsome. I have many views on the all so famous Draco Malfoy, some actually defending the guy and some... well lets just say not defending him. So of course while be in the presence of these two wonderful actors my sister and I had to take Photos.



So after my Mother dragged us from the Cardboard Super stars, we made our way to the Hats... Now for those who know my sister (Penny) She loves HATS. So I try on many for her benefit. First a Large Cowboy hat... Blue and Orange...

Then Penny tried on a Pirate turban thing (red of course) and I tried on a Viking HARD hat... The whole thing was Quite SILLY!!! We tried to get mother to try on a couple and she wouldn't have it. So penny and I tried on our last hats... Big HATS... we couldn't even get our heads too close together Penny's was Red and mine was Black. Who said we couldn't Pull it off... We finally picked a Hat for Penny's boyfriend ... Bet you can't guess what it was!!! It was a Fish/ shark thing that looks like it going to eat your head.We also looked for fake money to put in his wallet and ended up with 1,000,000,000 dollar bills that cost 69 cents a piece (Mother tried to use it to pay the cashier... it didn't work) and a purple sack.

Next time you got to Party Galaxy try to have as much fun as I did... And TAKE pictures!!!

-Always Your Trusted Friend Phila

Monday, July 11, 2011

Dream Diary


I woke up this morning… about 6:30 am and looked around and conidered the time I went to sleep and dicided my dream was worth it…


Post Apocalyptic:

First I must describe the town... It was small and kinda down town looking... think of a small Brick Town, no skyscrapers and not too many people or high tech stuff going on...

On the edge of town you can look out and see hills and at the top of a couple of them there is a house. I am not quite sure what happens in this dream, because like all dreams things get lost when you wake up and go about your day! I do know that something was causing a great panic in the town. people were dieing and people we crying...
At this point I w
as just viewing everything from a third person point-of-view. Things were quickly getting out of hand... 5 people who were in town ran and barricaded them selves in a bunker that was in town. Another group of 6 ran out of town and barricaded them selves in a house on a hill just outside of town.

In the bunker there were 4 men and 1 women. they were all strong members of the town and some had military background it seemed like.
The bunker was securee but the people inside seemed to freak out and things happened really fast! There was a man who seemed to be some sort of Commander he kept a level head and kept the woman safe!

In the house there was more of a family setting... There was a father and mother and her 2 boys one was a teenager and the other was a toddler. then there was an older women and I can only assume that she was the grandmother!

Back to the Bunker... some time lapsed and something happened to the ventilation system and they began to
freeze. 3 of the men went crazy... from a virus or something else. I assumed that they died for the same reason everyone in the town died! The Commander and women were next and they were found huddled together in a separate room.

In the house on the Hill, the family was working well together they were scared and had no idea what was going on. but they knew that they needed to stay in the house!


This is where I came into the Picture! I was some sort of investigator sent to find out what happened... First I went to the house on the hill and found the family scared and confused... I comforted them and told them to stay were they were. That was they only way they could stay safe!

I went to town
and found the bunker... The town was trashed and there were a few people walking around... I opened the bunker and was blasted with a cold blast! when I stepped into the bunker all I saw was 2 frozen bodies and a small model of the facility and tapes that were frozen in a box... I thought that maybe these tapes could be the key to what happened in this town. Then a small mob came up to the bunker wanting to take the items within. As a man tried to take the tapes and he seemed willing to kill for them; a Women showed up who shot him square in the head and then I looked her in the eye and realized she was there to help me.

One crazy DREAM don't you think!!!
I can only assume what it meant... but I think back to the characters in my dream and none of them looked familiar to me. And why would I dream of something so... Post Apocalyptic... Of course I would!!!

-Phila Lewis... hope you Enjoyed this!

Fourth of July


My day consisted of waking up at 8 am and going to DRAPER Lake and searching for Buried treasure... well if you consider bottle caps, cans, a burned boat and a refrigerator door as treasure then we FOUND it ... then WE went home and took a shower!!!
But would you like to know what made me the most excited!!! I was getting my hair cut at Super Cuts... Exciting right seeing since I had not had my hair cut in almost a year... and I had split ends out the WAZOO!!! It took the lady less then 20 min. and $10.
Then we went out to eat... it was yummy! but What I enjoyed more was going to ROSS again... I miss Ross :(
Thanks for listening to my day!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

The Hard Choices

So Lately I have had to make these hard choices between my head and my heart.

I am going to Use an analogy:
So once upon a time there was this girl who was given a stuffed pig by her aunt for her birthday. When she first got it, it was like all other stuffed animals. But she found these characteristics about the pig that she loved...
Such As:

-He would hang on her arm.

-Easy to cuddle up with.

-He wasn't Plush but he was soft.

-He began to make this young girl happy.


After some time the girl began to call him Mr. Piggy. Her love for the stuffed animal grew and grew until she could finally tell him she loved him, and never wanted
to be parted.
Many years went by and the pig and her were great friends, they went to many different states together, camping tips, friends houses, and was terrorized by animals and children alike.

One day when the young girl had grown up a VERY mean man came in the dead of night woke the girl and charmed her into letting him keep the stuffed animal for the night. Out of confusion she let the man take her stuffed Pig.


The next morning when the young girl arose her pig (and best friend) were gone. She beat herself up for letting the man take Mr. Piggy for the night. Her mother tried to help her forget her pain by replacing the pig. This new pig smelled different and didn't have the same qualities. his belly was too big, he didn't hang off the arm, all other Pigs just didn't make her happy and she didn't love them.

Not too many days after she had lost her pig. she received a note from the robber telling her that her pig was fine and that she only need to come by and she could say "hi" but she could not take him home.
She quickly jumped on her bike and rode to a park to meet her pig. She was able to hold him and he made her happy.
Then the evil man told her it was time to go. He made her an offer, "If you come live with me you can always have him with you always!"

She thought about this and decided that it was not a wise choice. The man then said she may return the following week to see him again. Sadly she left the park, tears filled her eyes as she thought of her pig and all that he meant to her.

Many weeks went by, then the the man asked the same thing and again the girl declined. Then the mans demands changed instead of coming next week he said that he would let her know when she could come see her pig.

She waited 2 weeks and finally she heard from the man. She was so excited to see Mr. Piggy again but the man didn't bring the stuffed Pig. He said if you wanna see him you have to come to his home. The girl didn't want to do this, it was dangerous but she missed her pig. So she thought she would try it... It was the scarie
st time of her life. she was uncomfortable and alone. So she left after spending 10 min. with her pig.

One day the girl realized that it was unhealthy to center her whole life around this Pig. She found that waiting for him to be hers again was pointless, no matter how sad it was. She needed to move on... and so she began to try.

First she started with her other stuffed pigs... they were too much for her to handle they reminded her of what she lost. Many times she considered going to a different kind of stuffed animal, but she was afraid to let herself love another stuffed animal in case it was taken from her as well...

Always she heard from the man asking her to come. Sometimes she would go but mostly she would make an excuse. Slowly she started to move on... realizing that this stuffed animal was not worth her life. That she needed to move on. No matter how much she loved Mr. Piggy, she couldn't let her love for the stuffed animal drag her down.




So She did... and now she is much older and in love with a stuffed bear...


Based on a True Story
The End
-Phila Lewis

Sunday, July 3, 2011

PrinceCharming to Superman

Oct. 2007

When I was young I watched the Disney princess movies and I dreamed of being Cinderella at a ball. I would see my mom as the step-mother and my 3 younger sisters and the step sisters on the movie. I never had a prince charming but I didn't need one (at that point in time). Then I would be Arial in The Little Mermaid. In the pool or the bath I would pretend I had fins and swim around with my legs stuck together. Then I would be Snow White with ruby red lips and skin white as snow, and I was happy to have 7 best friends, and get the kiss that woke me from a bad dream. Or I would be Sleeping Beauty, with fairy God Mothers who loved and protected me. A dance in the woods with Prince Charming. Then there were days I wanted to be Jasmine in Aladdin, with all the magic, and love that meant more the rank and status. A love that concurs all.

When I Got older it changed From Prince Charming to Superheroes. Superman Was my all time favorite he stood for everything I wanted in a man. He was strong and caring and but the Clark Kent is my favorite part. Because that means that my superman could be any one. He could be my best friend. A guy I have never met. I love that
starts small and grows into something more.

Now I want to marry a Man who can be my superman but then he is my Prince charming after we get married.

The perfect husband to me is some one who will protect me. A man who can fight with me but make me feel better when things have gone too far. A guy who knows that I am not the perfect person and I will screw up. A man who makes me laugh when I am mad and when I am sad. He should be open to new things but knows who he is and has his own beliefs (knows the gospel is true and believes in the same thing I believe in and will stand for what he believes) . The man must know when to quit. But can also finish something he started. He needs to be great with kids and patient, Loving but can discipline. Has a forceful hand but knows when to use it. He must know how to fix things and when to ask for help. He needs to know what he wants, and how to get it…plus have a willing desire to get it. He needs to know how to cook but also is willing to let others cook. Has friends and wants to stay their friend, but knows his wife and family comes first. Loyalty and Honor are very important, as well as TRUST. Likes to cuddle but knows that sometimes I don't want to cuddle and understands that. Enjoys holding hands, and does not have sweaty hands. I am a very visual person and I believe actions speak louder then words. But I wanna hear the word too.


That is the man for me!!! when you find him give me a call


Love Always Phila Lewis

P.S. - so as you see not much has changed in 4 years... Well except I have not found the man of my dreams
But honestly i have found many of these Qualities in men i have already dated... Maybe I will create a Questionnaire tailored to find this kind of man.
RED = July 2011

First Ever Entiry


You know when you press the bold button and all the words stand out, i guess you could say I am like that. I am very creative, and adventurous, I love the lord and all that he has done for me, And most of all I love my family.
I am between Jobs at the moment but i am more focused on school. I love animals and love kids. I have worked at an animal clinic, a daycare, as a nanny, and as a retail associate/ Front End Supervisor.
I been told that I am the best person to watch a cartoon or animated Movies with. I am fun to party with and to like to spice up my evening with something new!
I love to play games and spend hours talking about random things, There is no one else like me and i know that I am One of a Kind...
When I am not at work I am usually at home relaxing...
I enjoy camping and being outside, I like going out but i am a simple person and really enjoy just staying home to a movie and a home cooked meal.
I hate violence and love peace... I enjoy helping out my friends if they need anything. If you wanna know anything else about me don't be afraid to ask.